Wednesday, October 26, 2011

back

a very good friend of mine posted a link to my blog in her blog, so now i'm feeling obligated to keep this thing updated! work did this horrible thing it does where it picks up and doesn't give me a chance to think. so now i'm taking a thinking moment by force, whether or not it's here. because i think i read somewhere that it's more productive to take mind breaks throughout the day than to charge forward and get decision fatigue without a break.

anyway, there's news! i'm PREGNANT! at 14 weeks now, thane & i go tonight to hear baby's heartbeat for the first time. i've got an itty bitty baby bump in progress, and it's really interesting that my body is forming a baby without my help at all! i mean, i'm eating healthy stuff, and i'm exercising (if dancing like a fool at a Hanson concert last week counts, which i think it does). but i'm not thinking, ok, let's get to work on those eyelids! or tonight while i sleep, i think i'm going to form some vocal chords and maybe get a kidney if there's time. it really is a miracle.

all this to say, i'm definitely still in the office, and even though i dream at night about being a stay-at-home mom, it's just not in the picture right now. and i'm ok with that. i trust that God will provide thane with an awesome, high-paying job if we need loads of money and a lazy abby. we'll see.

feels good to be back. who knows? maybe i'll start up a baby blog..